You always say 'no' to whatever I ask anyway. I remember clearly when I used to ask my mum if I could go out with my friends. I thought my mum was too strict at the time ,but it made sense afterwards . My friends would catch on all sorts of crazy nonsense like drinking ,getting in at clubs and smoking. I did fool around with boys ,but half the time I was too scared to go all the way.
I later went off to college and got a taste of how different people interact,the choices I had to make and just having a lot of freedom. I failed my first year as I was not accustomed to All the freedom and parties and boys . My mum had to pay for my second year of repeating my first year . I thought she was just selfish at the time ,but I now realise it was an added expense she did not really budget for and I put a drain on the already stretched finances says she was the only one earning as dad did not seem to hold down any job for long.
I left as soon as I qualified and went far away. It was not until way later that I could understand and appreciate the value of family.
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